i can never be a perfect girl. i never try. i don’t want to be. its because i don’t want to hurt someone again. sawang-sawa na ako.
i started a lie that i’ve move on. i opened my heart for a man. that man once dreamed of me, or always. but everytime na nakikita ko siya, AWA lang ang nararamdaman ko. sinaktan ko siya and yet hindi pa rin siya nagbago. patuloy pa rin siya umaasa. now, we’re starting a new relationship together.
napasubo ako sa isang situation where everybody’s expecting of something good. they expect na magiging kami, na hindi ko siya pahihirapan, na hindi ko ulit siya sasaktan. i tried to do that but it looks like i’m starting to hurt him again. i can’t find a reason why i continue hurting him. he’s mabait, masipag, caring and truly a good person. naramdaman ko na totoo yung love niya and he even cry infront of me to express that.
i tried to pretend that i have feelings for him. i tried to be sweet. i tried to teach my heart to love him. but all is for the sake of happiness for other people.
talagang wala akong nararamdaman para sa kanya.
im sorry kung nagpanggap ako.
im sorry kung nagsinungaling ako.
im sorry kung AWA lang ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.
im sorry kung hindi ko siya minahal.
im sorry that im a HEARTBREAKER!!!
cno un?
December 30, 2006 @ 7:19 pmoo nga! cno un???
December 31, 2006 @ 12:48 amhmmm..sounds interesting…
awwww… well, there are times when some guys just fall for you when you can’t give the love they expect back.
it’s not your fault that you just can’t have feelings for him.
those things happen. i’ve broken 3 or 4 hearts already… it’s really sad but somehow, they and i have to move on. and we had moved on.
so, try not to think too much about it.. ingat na lang po lagi…
December 31, 2006 @ 8:59 pmtalagang in life meron kang mga taong hindi pwedeng mahalin
January 9, 2007 @ 4:05 ami dont think its your fault. its natural to feel no love after all
January 9, 2007 @ 4:07 am